The Big T Video Blog

05-09-09
Dear Diary,

This morning I woke up with a boner and my dick ached from being so hard. Like most mornings I quickly blew one out to a picture of Meryl Streep that I had hanging on my bed post and then applied a tube of Ben Gay to the affected region. But that wasn’t really what I wanted to write about today. Something magical happened to me and I can only assume that the feeling I felt was love, since I didn’t pop a boner during the interaction as per usual. So let me start with what happened this afternoon. During work I was on break and I went to the the convenience store downstairs to get a red bull. Because red bull’s are the only thing I drink since I’m so ruthless. There’s this girl that works there at the register I’ve had some conversation with before off-and-on, just normal situational stuff. From time to time I will motion to my crotch and then give it a good firm grab. I can tell that she is impressed with my package. She looks about 14 but I am hoping she is 16 (since that’s the legal age of consent in most states). She has long pigtails, red hair, freckles on her face, pink braces on her teeth, and usually wears a yellow flower dress. So I asked her how her weekend was and addressed her by her first name. Usually I address women by their informal last name to assert dominance but this time was different… Then she asked me when I got off work-and I said 5. Which was kind of a lie because I usually like to stay later until everyone has left and smell the chair of the office secretary. She said she got off at 4. I said “lucky you” and she smirked. It looked as if my cunning linguistic skills were paying off. It ended there-there were people in line-but I see her like every day. But today was different. I felt such a connection between us! It was clear that we were already in the deep conversational level of a relationship. Something that most couples take years to develop. Was her question about her asking me when I got off work…casual conversation?…or an IOI? Clearly she is into me. I have to know! Tomorrow I think I will give her an assertive yet friendly grope and see how she responds… I just can’t stop masturbating about her, I think I’m in love!